Deciding Destiny

MTV WORLD STAGE TICKETS ON SALE(SOLD)

2009-08-11T15:14:00.004+08:00

I'm selling of 2 red zone tickets
Price- Call to negotiate(be resonable)
Contact me @ 0173222511 if you are interested. thank you

IU Day - The Aftermath of

2009-07-26T21:17:00.010+08:00

The countless fights and argument we endured, IT started of, with "I" before it turned to "WE" which followed through with a "WIN".

1.I would like to thank all my committee members especially I-Fern for all her great advises and the strong will she kept for perfection.

2.Vilasinee for being very persistent through out all the persuasion and fights we
faced.

3.Vivian for her guidance.

4.ShaFarina, Sook Mun,Yashinni,Azwan ,Kecik Ariff,Anis and SarahHanan who stood by my side to help, no matter the situation.

5.I would also like to thank Sarah Shafi and Nailah for being very decisive and honest.

6.Rachel Tan, Shalini and Mayuri for taking charge of their mammoth tasks.

7.Danielle and Michelle for getting things done, at last.

8.Ady Faizal, Rahman for their professionalism.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OUR GUESTS AND FRIENDS FOR THE SUPPORT AND COMMITMENT SHOWED IN MAKING THIS YEARS INTERACT CLUB OF SMK USJ 4 IUDAY A MEMORABLE ONE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

Without you guys NONE of this would have happened. THANK YOU!

AMEEN RUSLAN

Standing out from the World

2009-06-13T23:27:00.004+08:00

I don't think you want to know what have i done,not yesterday today or tomorrow. I feel comfortable with where i am right now,although the holiday's have been boring and all is up my ass trying to get things going with IU in coming. The theme "Standing out from the world" is really gearing, but still an approval is yet in coming, the school is bitching, and you stand there complaining, sooo what? if its raining, your money will still be worth spending for I will ensure you gaining. Watch out! for we will soon be selling!

Standing out from the world is an exposition which furthers understanding on different cultures around the world and promoting individuality through artwork and education, because when we understand we can learn to respect and accept. The event will also include out of the world stage performances from the very best of local talents made to impress and leave you wanting more.
So if gay is what you've precieve? don't you think that I'll be more than happy to prove you wrong. :D

Flyers will be out soon!
chiao!

a skateboarder's dream

2009-04-13T22:38:00.016+08:00

I have been skating hard over the past weeks with some of the best skaters in the country like Usher, Adam K and Fuad who were training for the Shanghai's X Games Asia qualifying competition. Kinda spend time lepak-ing with them talking about the industry and how hard it is to succeed professionally in the sport, I mean despite the absence of fortune or wealth this sport has to offer. I felt and understood the passion of ambitious skaters.Its like all you ever want to do for the rest of your life is skate and you just couldn't imagine doing anything else besides skating. For many it may sound unrealistic or childish but for us its the simple objective to life and that is to achieve happiness.

Actually, we don't really need a fortune to start living; we love our lifestyle and we're happy with it. The problem is there has to be some basic necessities for survival and unless you're good enough to go pro and make a living there, the rest will have to struggle at some 9-5 retail stores to get by. Now, this is not a question about education, because with a "good education" will come a "good job"; and then how do we go about chasing our dream to go pro when we got to sit back and answer to the Boss who pays us the "monthly salary"??? Can a Professional-something still chase his Dream, his Passion....live his Life???

So what else can we do? Grow old from payday to payday looking good but going nowhere or let go & let LIVE.

The only answer is possibly managing my own business, and that is what I may be studying. I want a future where I will be in charge - time freedom to pursue my Dream and a Lifestyle to call my own
We may or may not succeed in what we do; but it's alright. As skateboarding teaches us that it's not how often we fall but how many times we get up that counts.

Discrimination, intimidation, racism & violation of human rights‏

2009-03-19T00:11:00.004+08:00

"I am nor satisfied that you are genuinely seeking entry as a visitor for the limited period as stated by you. There are discrepancies between what you and your sponsor are saying and she claims not to be expecting you. Furthermore you are vague as to when you have return to work and what you actually do for a living. I therefore refuse you leave to enter the United Kingdom."

These are exact words (typo error included) used to "deport" a Malaysian on 17 March 2007

1)Is having CASH - Euro 445 and GBP 430 plus 2 credit cards with credit availability of RM 23,000.00 not enough for a 9 week back-packing holiday?

2) Is there a need for a genuine tourist to have a sponsor? what for, why? he is financially equipt.

3) UK Immigration claimed that his Aunt did not know him.
This "British" Aunt (the mother's sister) visited Malaysia and stayed in his house with the family

4) His employment details were clearly stated in writing in the papers he was carrying

5) UK Immigration fingerprint his 10 fingers and put him on the next available flight back to Malaysia

Can someone tell me whether this is discrimination, intimidation, racism or violation of human rights.

Wisma Putra was NOT allowed to see this Malaysian!! He share the same surname as me, he is my brother.

Need a lift?

2009-02-26T22:19:00.006+08:00

Raziman taught me how to drive today, Mom's in Hong Kong for like a week now and I've been calling up people ajaking them to have dinner with me because the only food my dad knows how to buy for me and my brothers is the same Seri Melur fried chicken ,white rice and and some Mamak vegetables dah la dia beli 2 days in a row the third day he still calls me up and ask if I want him to buy food(fried chicken + vege) or not, and I'm like WHAAAAAT tak sanggup beb? So keluar lah again went to Radi with Nazriel, Debabs and Hazim yesterday ,today pulak with Raziman and Amar's family yang baik hati sangat nak belanja, I felt bad though sebab me and Raziman ordered like ALOOOT today cause we missed lunch, we wanted to pay for ourselves but then Amar's mom still insists anyway, tak boleh buat apa la kan. We then followed Amar back to his place and started playing Tony Hawk Foundation, can't believe I won him two times in a row though, I've never own a PS in my life; what can I say, I guess I'm a NATURAL ;P After the game, Raziman walked me home cause he had to take some stuff from me, suddenly it rained its wasn't heavy lah, but I pity him lah kan, teman I makan punya pasal kena walk back in the rain, The motor wasn't at home at the time so I felt bad and went 'why don't I send to back by car?' and he was like 'bapak kau bagi ke?' I repied 'ala mintak jela lagi pon semua orang kata senang je kan bawak kereta auto' so I gambled simply by asking my dad while he was in the toilet and he went ok ok. I was like wow! dapat green light, Raziman then guided the whole way to his house, by the time I nak balik, I mastered it already:D Gila cool en!? Main game power bawak kereta pon power haih.

the SHA

2009-02-23T19:29:00.007+08:00

I don't like Sha, the way she everything! talks gibberish ,eats as if she's anorexic walks like a cow and for the most part of it, its the way she smell la. It kinda hits me though, wondering why she thinks she's 'all that' when she never once come close, I mean seriously its so obvious, its okay for those of you who wouldn't want to sound mean but like I said it before in my recent post honesty is the best policy and I'm just putting it to practice ,so yea, besides its not that bad, she'll realise and learn for this.

SORRY SHA, you asked for it;)

mikey's at its best

2009-02-21T19:00:00.005+08:00

Battle at the Berrics( game of skate )
where practice kicks experience ass!
TRASH TALKS

(1975)Mike Carrol : How does it feel to get beaten by someone who turned pro when you were born

(1990)Mike Mo : How does it feel to get beaten by somebody that was born when you turned pro?

Master of Ceremony : Eric Koston

Maby its my fault

2009-02-19T21:52:00.010+08:00

I belive its true when they say honesty true when they say honesty is the best policy because it is something can always be felt if not seen.
I couldn't understand how it is possible for people achieve excellence without passion, I mean if you're not passionate about what you're practicing it only means that you’re not being honest to yourself but how do you achieve such heights of excellence without passion, money you would suggest but how far can money actually drive a person isn't the super rich always an oppression to others.
How do they rejoice with a burden?
Who has the tougher heart Michael Jordan or the Great General of North Korea?

Inspiration

2009-02-13T23:57:00.003+08:00

I love everything about this skate video. And i mean EVERYTHING from its song, tricks, Evan Hernandez and his flow! its all chill. Its kind of old though, a masterpiece will always stay masterpiece!

We'll fall anyway, if not today

2009-02-12T15:59:00.004+08:00

For only the worst may bring the best out of you and only with curse should I fell for you, a blinded world spoken through voices without sound.

vicious vulgar valentine

2009-02-12T02:25:00.012+08:00

There is no ugly body only ugly thoughts

She sets the president for confidence.

I envy the way she carries herself with pride, showing off her true colours through her pictures with utmost confidence that shadows judgemental s .
The way she goes straight to the point with style keeping it real, lively and uncertain.

She's 16 what would you expect?

I always feel glad even to only get the chance to know good people,

My friends love to assume that there's something going on with me, every time I get to know or make friends with girls just because.. I mean I don't feel an urge to compete? or that there's a name to live up to? unlike those people don't have to prove myself to others besides I doubt this is the best time for it. but; whatever happen happens la kan. ;p

what if / why?

2009-01-27T13:02:00.007+08:00

What if all I wanted to do is skate for the rest of my life, what if I just stop caring about where and what I have to study for a secured future, what if I don't want to work or manage a business when I grow up?

I don't think it’s impossible to skate for a living in Malaysia; in fact I do have friends who are in their late 30’s and still living of prize money from competitions. They live in small houses and drive small cars and go travelling occasionally around Asia with only flight tickets as sponsorship from the government. So what's wrong with living your passion isn't doing something you love, is what's matters the most? Or is that just what they want you to think? I'm sure you can't tell me that all you dreamed about when you were 14 was to be a lawyer or an accountant. Common' why does it feel wrong to follow your heart? When you know there's nothing wrong with it, why are we scared to tell our self’s that all we want to do is to play football or skate for the rest of our life? Why should we care about what our parents’ think, why should I care of others perception on where I stand financially? Isn't the soul purpose of being wealthy is to achieve happiness? But why must we be wealthy to feel good when we can start living our passion and be rich in joy right away?

Always will be

2008-12-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

I would have write what happened during this year if I have not already been writing posts through out it.

I want to skate for a living, see I'm not saying that I'm looking forward to it, but I'm working towards it. I want to be a businessman, and so I practice in leadership and management activities. I want to write well, and so I kept writing. I wanted an adventure that's how I started thinking.

I've been thinking...

Haiya!

2008-12-24T16:18:00.009+08:00

WHOA!! I guess I'm finally back, after two month of dead silence since my last post. Here I am writing about what have I been up to and shite' haha, come to think of it; it’s as if you would care kan? Well at least my mom does :)

Lets try fast forwarding this a little bit, so maybe then I wouldn't keep myself in front of the pc for three hours like I normally do, trying to string up internet-shy sentences, I don’t know why but they just keep repeating and changing in my brains consciously not wanting to sound pretentious, I felt relief though knowing that Ainaa's afraid to write as well, its just the part where she gets away with it that makes me jealous.

I got second place for the VANS High Ollie competition held in Sunway Pyramid and managed to bag 200 bucks home, I eventually spent on a ZERO skateboard so... it’s pretty much the same if you look at it, as if I didn’t win the 200 bucks I doubt I would fuss about my old usable-conditioned board. My new board rocks thought, it’s a Zero Tommy Sandoval pro model it has superb concave and great graphic. What I love most is the part where it is made in Mexico; just because… common’ the Chinese are monopolizing the economy give Mexican’s a break if you will; they do produce good food for us. Sigh*

Now I’m going out to get myself a new pair of Nike SB since my old one is honestly torn up, I’m thinking of getting the same model as the one I’m having now, not because they’re comfortable ;but because they really last. Btw I just influence my friends not to buy Etnis , Emerica or Es cause they tear up easily but I might just be eating my words, now that they’re having a 50% discount on their footwear, I can actually get like 2 pairs of these compare to a single Nike SB, WHY NOW!?

Gangster tak kemana

2008-10-30T07:48:00.006+08:00

I got my self a job at Sunway Pyramid yesterday! mm well its not the best job in the world nor does it pay well, hell I simply needed something that would keep my mom alive from my bad spending habits which she indirectly suffers.
You see, I prefer French fries over onion rings and Nas over Kanye and although I hate the present scenario, I believe it brought the best out of many.
Speaking of the great MLM (Multi level marketing) and the Bad Gangsterism, till date I can't seem to differentiate the structure of both businesses, they both leverage from down lines, which often seem too good to be true. I'm not speaking of all but come to think of it most gang recruitment comes under pressure with over whelming benefits and kick backs that are very similar to MLM businesses that substitutes illegal services with clean legal products. Its sad however to see 95 percent of them often believes that they got conned by the end of the day when the damage is done.

The infamous Steven Yeam Network;
we have seen too much trouble caused by DCHL distributing Lampe Berger in Malaysia. It's time to hit back at this unethical MLM network marketing business pyramid plan. - http://antilampeberger.blogspot.com/

AMEEN RUSLAN

Gift!

2008-10-14T02:47:00.006+08:00

I just got myself a new GIFT skateboard today! Its not an 'ALL THAT' branded sort of deck.Well I figured, most US branded boards in the market today are manufactured in the same factory in China though, so I thought well why don't I give it a go with China's very own brand, besides its cheaper by RM50. A side from the 20% staff discount and RM20 rebate(for purchace above rm100) I managed to get by making friends with one of the staff over in Subang Parade's Wild Channel. Haha life is good!

Resume

2008-10-10T15:36:00.004+08:00

I own

A bag of responsibilities filled with awareness and the abitily of knowing good sealed with a ribon of joy and a toast of love! I'm living good , feeling happy, healthy and calm.

To my form 3 friends and lovers ,

Good luck with PMR and May god bless !

AMEEN RUSLAN

Pause

2008-10-05T06:07:00.005+08:00

Enough with the excuses for not fasting, balik kampung and the big 'hari raya' hoo haa. Final exams is in a week, and I'm still struggling to get myself on the book. Damn! Can't belive I drained my credit on Tiqot; a self proclaimed cutie, its worth it though.
Let us write for a pause.

AMEEN RUSLAN

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2008-09-30T00:37:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Saya ingin ucapkan kepada semua, semoga lembaran ini membawa 1001 makna kepada semua.
Minta maaf ke atas segala salah silap yg telah saya lakukan keatas pembaca, sememangnya tidak sengaja.

Blinded by awareness.

2008-09-28T01:23:00.004+08:00

For the past twenty months or so, I've been flaming the will in me for the better ; everything from communication, thoughts, grammar, vows, cry's and directions.

Change, I've managed, so effectively by reading things I dislike to satisfy the crave for inspiration to carry on.

The steepest obstacles of pressure, fear for failure. Just another 'learning process'; he reminds himself ,as the mistakes were done.

A boring person I was unfolding, an attitude many find hard to hate or like. Lively smiles and dead laughs. I do realize ,wanting better doesn't translate into deserting ones self.
You can't change the system, reform it.
An experience to the expense of living, blinded by awareness.

AMEEN RUSLAN

should you know, its under control

2008-09-11T00:59:00.007+08:00

While starting to enjoy the pleasure of doing more than just existing, its goodbyes to worries and thoughts from now on as he desires to live life. So don't worry, of course! its in control. Even as he struggle against the pressure that he used to give a damn about. Lets just take it slow and let the waves flow cause tonight its rock and roll.

CAFFEINE

better

2008-08-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

A sense of wanting to be you, a consciousness of knowing good and the strive to do better. You've taught me a lot. Realizing that I can never be you only fires the will in me to be better than you.

In the name of Respect

2008-08-22T22:40:00.005+08:00

I wish to express my greatest appreciation towards Ng I Fern, for the respect she has shown towards me, regardless the situation. Even though she isn't completely innocent for talking about me behind my back, I understand that we both tried to keep a professional relationship and not cause a situation that will jeopardize the Interact Club's performance.
Do not take my last post on your sister personally as I didn't mean to criticize your sister nor was I discriminating you. I was actually trying to explain the situation on how and why I landed in a high post even though I wasn't an Interactor the year before. What I'm trying to say , is that there wasn't any committed member after your sister's term and that the BOD list was left empty, how are we suppose to elect a board when not much has been done the year before to evaluate anyone's performance? Having a person name in the members list is not enough to say that one is qualified, and this is exactly how Ainaa resort to a club election, which I somehow seems to have support amongst the Interactors.

So did I criticized Azwan's English?
Most of you seemed to a have already jump to a conclusion.

No, certainly I did not.

To be fair, read the conversation I had between Azwan that led to this assumption.

Azwan : What you think about the interact new page ah?

Ameen : I think its ok lah, its just that I don't really like the language.

Azwan : Why like cina apek like that right?

Ameen : Yea kinda, because we're representing Interact Club of SMK USJ4, thats why I feel that we should use proper language.

Azwan : Well you should see the Leo's page , their's is like worst.

blablabla

I didn't even insulted anyone. It was however Azwan himself who created a very slumber page based on his own will.

Ask me why ? did I get myself involve in so many works when I’m only the vice treasurer?

Because I believe in action not lips service and I was just determine to lead the club this term and I believe in working for what I want. And that is why I took on many jobs, it is not that I wanted to create hate or find fault with anyone.

I feel that all this bullshit has to stop and its best if we can have a discussion to set things straight because only by working together we form a great club, free from hypocrisy.

AMEEN RUSLAN

2008-08-17T13:45:00.002+08:00

First of all I would like to thank my fellow 'challenger' (Ng I-Fern) for confirming her immaturity and at the same time disgracing herself as a fellow Interactor. This is not a reply to her blog post. I don't waste my time on people who are simply not worth it. This is my statement.

Let’s check out our potential president Ng I-Fern’s case :

1) She stated that, one should not be appointed for a high post if one is only there for a year. It was her elder sister, Ai Jing (Club President 2006/2007) who abandoned the club during her term to the extent that the Club they did not even have an installation for the following term. How is it possible to run a club without a BOD. And if you have not already recognized the legacy... Isn't it obvious now that the club needs new people to bring upon changes and not continue to rot.

2) What in the world was she thinking, for stating that the Interact Club of USJ4 is a Chinese Club? This is a very racist remark!

3) What is she talking about – is she talking about herself being threatened? How very pathetic – she has a “four year record” to lose; and I don’t have anything to lose or prove if I don't get the presidency. True, I am the new kid on the block and to even maintain a position on the BOD is already impressive for me. Now, who would be more embarrassed for losing the presidency? Who is threatening who now.

4. She criticized me by calling me a dog and always obeying teacher. Well, let me tell her something. Human being live by principles and follow rules in order to get things done the correct way. Rules are there to be followed, if you can’t, you leave. Unless you are able to bring about changes for the better. You need a very good cause to rebel. .

Just stop complaining and harping on non essential issues like Chinese club, being threatened, etc but face reality. You have something to say, you want to be President, go see the right person and state your cause. No more blabbing to tarnish the Interact Club reputation

5. Yes I don't memorize the Interact handbook. Does that make you any better?
This, I know - Interact is a Rotary-sponsored service club for young people ages 14- 18. The program gives young people an opportunity to participate in fun, meaningful service projects while developing leadership skills and meeting new friends.

Through service activities, Interactors learn the importance of:

...Developing leadership skills and personal integrity;

...Demonstrating helpfulness and respect for others;

...Advancing international understanding and goodwill.

6. I know I don't speak perfect English nor am I the best writer in the world, but at least I try to. Why are you jealous? It is something for the better, which is also in line with Interact's motion.

I would advise you to keep your composure more if you ever dream about ~~crticizing~~ bringing your self down to such a level of immaturity where you portray racism and prejudice. What a perfect combination of a sore loser living in denial.

I cannot imagine a person which such immaturity leading a club. Yes, I did say she has problems with her emotion and this is clearly pissing teacher off, read her blogpost(www.fernnss.blogspot.com) for yourself and evaluate my comments. Does she not have an emotional problem?

“I didn't use language meant to irritate which I could very well do, as good as anybody else” quote Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad

AMEEN RUSLAN

The 'Kurang Ajar' manipulation.

2008-08-07T00:51:00.005+08:00

As a Malaysian secondary school student , I feel strongly that we as students in our youth are being highly victimized by our elderliness's ego for command over the age difference . It is understood that when ever students in school face cases over issues such as fights , discipline and rules , they are the ones who are always forced take the fall regardless on how unfair the judgement is. This is because if we refuse to be suckers by keeping quite, in pursuit for justice over us . We will than face an even heavier penalty called 'Tidak Menghormati Guru '(disrespecting teacher) in the name of 'KURANG AJAR' laid upon us whereby students can then be demerited up to 60% of the whole merit point . And even for someone who commited this as their first wrong doing in school he/she will potentially be suspended or expelled due to the lack of merit points .
This means that just because one is younger he/she does not have the right to speak up for their own and that the prosecutors are being the judges them self.
As sad as it seem, this practice of prejudism is very popular in Malaysia , in fact, there is even a saying to go with it in malay context "matikan anak jangan matikan adat".

I feel very strongly that this misuse of authority should stop. And we as student in our teens have the right to speak up on our opinion and views regardless on what ever issue or case put forward.

p/s ; The reason I'm writing this is because I've been called upon to attend the Majlis Disiplin next week because of a misunderstanding I had with led to a fight between me and my friend and I'm am very concern about this injustice practice possibly being put against me in my case.

Ameen Ruslan

My Say

2008-07-16T00:26:00.003+08:00

The Rotary Club of USJ held in Summit hotel today went smoothly as usual. Everything from speeches, programme launchings and motivations. I was felling just too fine to be impressed. School was rather average with familiar faces preaching on the typical free text book, and through out that, I have both Danial and Indima up in my face, one with his "stalker" accusation and another testing my patient with a motive to get me to use using the finger, which is now out of my list of bad habits.haha I have unique friends!
The Anwar and Shabery Debate was a real eye opener to me. It was surprising but hell I was proud with Astro for giving a space to the opposition to get their facts down and known at the same time highly supporting the practice of democracy by organizing this debate. What or how ever you may think or suggest , I would honestly say that The charismatic Anwar of PKR clearly made more sense through his professionalism by focussing on seriousness of the issue.
Ameen Ruslan

Best of friends

2008-07-13T02:36:00.008+08:00

I Went to Sri KL's Charity fiesta together with Danial during noon today ,to meet my looong lost friend; ol' Farah Ardlina whom we all love and misses *coughs*, had a few laughs with Kanasya and friends. Got to savour a couple of 'hahahhehehuhues' for a little bit before the arrival of Redza, and his persuasion towards getting both me and Danial to accompanie him to pyramid which he succeeded . Pyramid was OK like it always is(nothing special) , I didn't pick up anything though due to my shortage in cash :(

Everything seemed just so normal today, the only part which got me overwhelmed is when I stumbled apon a trully oldoldold good friend; Rahimi at pyramid, ahh! we go WAY back. From the time when we used to skate together couple years ago till today his stupid jokes still ring a bell in my head. This dude is really something. And yea, we did went to ss15 at night as usual , had a couple rounds of pool and stuff.
Just another average saturday outing with friends, chilling out and draining our past time with uncertainty.
blanked*
Ameen Ruslan

Sueanne ,Singapore

2008-07-12T02:49:00.014+08:00

I just got back from a short trip to Singapore on Wednesday . And I'm still admiring it.Everything from the great Singapore sale to the awesome public transportation system and the comfort of feeling safe. I was amazed to see how much Singaporeans pleasure from a the strong spending power they acquire(while we're suffering from inflation). It was a clear example of how capable Malaysia is to achieve a far more develop state if corruption is not practised. Dude! only 4 hour to the south and we can see how a land with zero resources achieve such heights. Its even more embarrassing that our government reduced subsidies on petrol even as we are exporters, when the culture desert Singapore manage to increase theirs. Lee Kuan Yew really is a genius! and you don't even want to get me started with the cleaninest .

Sueanne was great , I mean despite being a bad influence towards me, she did actually showed me around town and stuff. Got forced into the sea in Sentosa, late night chilling around Orchard road , Vivo city shopping and the stupid quest for beer in Chinatown . What I can say about her is that she gives sucky advises at the same make stupid decisions which she regrets,she's easy to get along with ,out of your control, has a mind of her own(not a smart one though pftt :P) and slightly attractive :)
* she really needs to slow down on the spending habits and find something more interesting and useful to do :) That’s it for my first personal social post.
Politic free
Ameen Ruslan

something is just WRONG

2008-04-14T02:08:00.000+08:00

I feel bad that I don't have enough money , I'd like to just purchase stuff without having to take a long time to save up. I believe that we Malaysian could have higher spending power if our economics we're handled better . Its sad to say that Malaysians suffer from a very low spending power compared to our neighbouring countries despite the fact that we have way more resources .
however the main reason for this post is because I'm super pissed with the way the media blatantly carry out unrealistic crap. Without feeling a single notch of guilt. its SAD

Very Unnecessary

2008-03-17T03:57:00.000+08:00

I don't see myself heading anywhere, I tend to talk so much and always having a "want to know and get involve attitude" yet drifting is what I'm practising . Its pathetic i know. I feel bad not doing a good job in my position as an IUday Committee . But yea, I mean now that I just realised it I'll try my best. honestly I have nothing to write , nah not at 4.13am in the morning .See now I'm giving excuses .Stupid you may suggest , honesty is what I've project.

Why Bother?

2008-01-08T17:58:00.000+08:00

free text books for all! now lets all keep our mouth shut and heads down as we put the ruling party on another "SPR (Suruhan Pilihan Raya) puppet show" brought to you by the greed of BN. i find it hard to believe how could they even come out with such ideas overnight without even having a proper system to run it. what ifs , lost? , wracked? or maby even; why all of a sudden? now? whats the rush? i doubt you need a genius to figure that out.

the schooling season has just started, and i was disappointed to see how the governments and its political schemes had such an effect on students especially on hindraf issue. kids are now blindly practicing racism without even knowing proper facts . i know its sad but till today i still couldn't find a solution or maby and idea of what can i do to help . WORDS you would say , yea sure i've been using them alot and honestly the effect or result are seriously not promising. i mean how many people would actually take a minute and try listen and understand? exactly .